HPS(R) has its own charm...
1st term exams are fast approaching.. everything is like blank in my head. maths is like arabic... chemistry, harrappan language etc.. its been so hard to understand the maths ... i've begun to cry.. inever did in my life cry for such SILLY reasons..
crying dosent mean crying out. it is like deep in the heart there is always something that keeps on bothering you ... i hate that feeling.. i feel like screaming.. I HATE MATHS...
but i cant' because i like it.
i do not understand how i can hate and love the same thing at the same time...
maths keeps on eating my brain practically ... i cant understand it.. but once i do.. i cant let go of it!
what shall i do?
no one has an ansewr to this question..... life is in a mixer right now.. i have to go and try to do the maths now... cannot sit for a few minutes free , without feeling guilty that i was not able to do maths in this time..
i would like to end this right now... though thoughts keep coming into my head again and again..
i have to go before the guilt can consume my heart whole..
guilt ... THE BOA CONSTRICTOR!!
