WATER........

Ever since my childhood, i Loved Water... it somehow inspires me.
the way it shapes itself into any vessel..... it shows me how to adjust into any surroundings!
I used to have an aquarium... i loved it. It was my favourite passtime to gaze at the eight goldfishes and one black molly.... but what was surprising was that, Now when i recall those memories, that have pressed themselves like photographs in my memory; i remember that i was not really looking at the fishes... yeah they were graceful and all...
like God had made them to be, but i was looking at the water....the way the fishes CUT the water,to make way for themselves... the way the Water never got HURT, the way it willingly moved aside...
it did not allow itself to be hurt by anything. It just flowed....kept on flowing...
NO i would not say in a careless or carefree way... it did take care ... but took care of itself, in a way that it was not obvious.



I went to this lake.. once a long time ago, with my aunt uncle and two sisters.
it is called "Rammappa Kaluva" or something like that..yeah below is a photograph of it...(taken through the camera of my cellphone..hence, not so clear)



in this lake.. my sister, being naughty as always.. tried to throw a pebble into the calm depths of the peaceful lake,of course it would cause ripples...
i was , dont ask me why.. , kind of disgruntled.
Why should the girl throw a pebble? why ??!!!
oh why on earth would she want to disturb a peaceful soul?! far actually, that was what had passed in my mind. but it would look really foolish to stop the girl from having her fun!
she kept on throwing the stones...somehow she ENJOYED wreaking havoc in the peace of the waters!!
well... she is a kid, having her share of fun! :D i would not stop her!





Well... but at that moment, i understood, that how many ever fishes are under the water,it never shows...a FAINT ripple is caused..a FAINT one when a fish comes up and decides to peek its nose (if it has one)



Water has inspired me to be what i am... or what i HOPE i AM
and i also hopes it keeps inspiring me too :)

STAY CLEAR !!

Dear Darkness... stay clear of me! i know you too well You can decieve me no more!
i know what you have done and what you may be planning to do...just you wait !
I'll show you who wins...i have warned you...heed well
Farewell....darkness


(the darkness... is towards the left of the image.. the light.. which helps people win is towards the right of the image... the winners are the people on the boat.. hopefully it includes me. )

SISTERLY LOVE.............cute :)

A week or two ago, my aunt and her two daughters came over to my place.
The elder one..was sitting on a chair "drawing" with my crayons, meanwhile.. this little one had come and was trying to bully her sister off the chair so she could take her place. I tried to stop her, well... u know i'm not good at handling kids :D !
but what shocked me was that the eldser one did not whine....like she usually does, instead she lifted her sister onto the chair and willingly got up from the chair!
the little one scattered all the crayons across the floor and when i started picking them up, the elder one came to me and said "paravaledu akka nenu teestanu, nuvvu elli kucho" which means- its ok big sister, u go and sit, i will pick up all the crayons.
i was really shocked. usually she starts crying and cursing! i watched her patiently retrieving all the crayons. when she did, the little one beckoned to her and made her sit on the same chair .....

it was so touching... so cute :)

Kitne lamhoon ne
Mujhko ho jaise hairaan kiya
Kitni batoon ne
Dil ko aake hai chuu liya

-wake up sid (aaj kal zindagi)

it was something i had been missing from the very beggining, i have no sisters ,no brothers..... that minute i realised..... how much ever they both fight or curse each other, they will always love eachother :)
the feeling that there is some other person apart from your parents, who cares for you and whom you can care for... is wonderful :)
proof of sisterly love
:D

ALL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD

dearest happiness,
how are you? im fine thanks to you.
would you mind giving me a bit more of you?
thanking you
lots of love
aditi

this is something of a letter ... i am going to write to happiness..sounds insane?
of course it is! what else do you think is possible??????

well... my boards are DONE :D one thing...
number two- i have loads of free time
number three- i know i can do anything in want in these holidays
number four-ok...* big list alert* :D
so yeah , number four - loads of things to do!
number five... okay ur bored, but yes , u have to listen! u are MINE :D
*evil grin* i have loads of things to do
number six- shut up now and listen dear!! :D - i get a chance to do something ...and that something being organising the HPSMUN , well considering the fact that i have never tested myself in the field of organisation, im hoping i will be able to do it well !
and there is a bigger list , i know you know all of them..... its nice to tell you still, once in a while.. thanks for listening me out !!
love you
aditi

A DAY...UNFORGETABLE..

HEY AGAIN PEOPLE
i like ..to write in my blog all that i cannot tell people....
have you ever seen a picture..from your life.. imprinted in your head...like a photograph you want to get rid of? oh well what i am writing about is another such thing.!!!
days of our sports day practice in 10th class.. of course it had been cancelled.
this particular day... we were called for some shotput selections. we went.
when i was walking back .. i saw a scene... my best friend meghana was with me..she is in a different class...but we are still best friends :D
her classmates (and mine) were sitting in groups. i mean.. a circle.. chit chatting etc..:D they had left a place for meghana..
when i went near my friends, lo and behold, no one moved to give me place... i had to sit outside the "circle"...
now.. i let it not show..but really .. it does hurt! :(
i now remember my sports day practice ( that particular day) as a day..no a photograph..showing things...i thought i imagined,but which were really true..
two groups...both of which i liked...none leaving a place for me..
an unwelcome stranger... after all those years of "being friendly" and "trying to be nice"....
how simply very ... appealing???!!

OH MY GOD! WHEN AM I GONNA CHANGE?

oh boy!...i am in the midst of my board examinations...exams that are said to "make or break" someone's life... and here i am.. shamelessly sitting in front of the computer, updating my blog, just for the heck of it! WOW- i really must be mad..
anyway today, we had our maths exam..as usual.. i did quite well... but we shall know what is "well" after the results come! :D

wish me luck !!
:D

PHOTOGRPHY!!!

Well... what to say?? things i enjoy are mostly those creative kind of things which need concentration - yes lots of it... at least i believe so! anyway i like it that way..my photography "skills" may not be very nice but i am at least proud of myself that i can do that much! :D yeah.. people may think i'm complacent .. but i am not at all... i keep striving so hard to make my "things" "nice" and "cool" and all those things that people keep telling me..
now i take critisicm quite well , and you can be sure that those drawings have taught me my lesson.. but does that mean i have to be like everyone else??! nope.. i dont think so.. thats the reason i'm going to go my way and i shall do what I want to do!! :D

by the way, here are a few of my photographs.. these i took from the balcony of my house.. which has a grill so, i think it is really hard to take such photos.. i LOVED them what about you??